Jesus said, "without me you can do nothing" John 15:5
Quit struggling trying to do things by yourself; you are not alone, and you don't have to act alone. These things that are coming up against you; decisions that need to be made can only be accomplished successfully with Me. It's not by your might nor by your power that victory can be obtained but only by MY Spirit says the Lord. Stop leaning to your own understanding and acknowledge Me; ask me to direct and instruct you and I will. Ask, and it shall be given unto you, seek Me and you shall find Me, knock and I will open the doors; when you ask Me in faith and not doubt, I will do it. Today, ask God to supply your needs in faith, not doubting and believe that you have received that which you asked Him for, and you shall have it. Without Him, you will not be able to do anything. But with God ALL things are possible. Keep Him first, trust Him to do it and you shall have what you say, IF you only believe! And watch Him blow your mind, He's able to do exceedingly, abundantly, above all you can ever ask, think or imagine.